Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Insomnia

I should be sleeping. I wish I COULD be sleeping.

I do not think I have slept through the night more than a couple of times in the past year, for various reasons. Pain, steroids, and hot flashes - which apparently will continue forever. It sucks!

Not only do I feel very alone, it's frustrating to be tired, so very tired. And WANT to be sleeping. Not worrying about tests and bills and random things like car inspections going wrong costing me well over $500.

Thanks for the ride, 2010. I will be happy to turn the page to January.

1 comment:

emmay said...

I've had it all week. totally planning ion Benadryl tonight. And no caffeine because I jave mammogram tomorrow. AAAAHHHH!!!!

Things will get better... right?

I distinctly remember a day in... maybe February?  I remember the moment, but not what day it was. I was sitting at work thinking about plan...